Kristalrose
01-25-2006, 07:12 AM
My earliest memory is not a happy one. It's of waking up and hearing my father sobbing in the bathroom. When I went to him, he told me that while I had been sleeping, my mother had died while taking a shower. He didn't know how it happened, he had been outside painting at the time. We buried her under her favorite Weeping Willow in the backyard. Daddy said that she would not like being buried in the church-yard or in the big cemetery downtown: She would have wanted a solitary grave. Besides, if everything I've heard about my Momma is half true, she wouldn't have been comfortable spending eternity close to a church.
My Daddy was a wealthy, popular man. He happened to be the mayor of our little town of River Valley. After Momma died, he moved us into the mayor's mansion. It was huge!! I had my own bedroom, bathroom, and playroom! My area alone was bigger than Momma's entire trailer! I asked him why he hadn't moved us in there before, and he told me that Momma hadn't felt comfortable there. He hid his face when he told me that, so, looking back, I wonder if that was the truth.
I loved living in the Mayor's Mansion for the short time we lived there. Daddy, being a politician, always had people over. It was then that I first met the Dawsons. Jack and Rose were Daddy's best friends. Daddy joked that Rose was the only woman from college he hadn't seen naked. At the time, I had a mental image of Daddy in one of those public showers with a whole bunch of women, and I thought it was funny. Now I know that Daddy and Momma were just two birds of a feather, exactly alike in every way.
I made friends easily with my school-chums. I fondly remember playing with the Yokel girls, Penny Lou and Darla. Both of them were red-haired like me, and I'm sure that we three were a sight to see as we ran about the yard, playing tag and pushing each other on swings. I recall people telling me that Darla and I looked enough alike to be sisters. We even have the same shade of green eyes. I would mention this to Daddy and laugh and laugh!
One day Daddy had planned a huge Christmas Party. He invited everyone in River Valley Society. The Dawsons were there, as well as the Warners, The Marleys, and the Moores. I had wanted to invite my friends, but Daddy wouldn't hear of it. He told me that these were the finer people of society, and that it just wouldn't do for me to invite my rough and rowdy friends from the trailer court. When I became sad, Daddy cheered me up by telling me I could play the piano for everyone. I'm a rather good piano player, and I love being the center of attention! I put on my party dress and started playing in the great room as the guests arrived.
The house was decorated so festively! We had two Christmas trees, one in the great room and one in the Parlor. Candles glowed from every corner of those rooms, and fresh wreaths of pine perfumed the air. All of Daddy's friends were well dressed, and everyone loved listening to me play. I can even remember them singing and cheering for me. I was having a wonderful time.
Then I heard someone yell, "Fire!"
I stopped playing and turned around to see what was the matter. My Daddy had lit the fireplace in the great room, and an ember had caused the rug to quickly be engulfed in flames! My Daddy, unfortunately, had been standing on the rug, poking the fire. Even as he tried to beat it out, and even as his friends rushed to save him, He burnt to death right before our eyes. The grim reaper soon carried his soul away, not caring about my pleas to save my Daddy.
I stood there, shocked and weeping, as most of Daddy's friends began to leave. Rose and Jack Dawson stayed and comforted me. Rose made me eat a little dinner while Jack tidied up the house. Rose then encouraged me to take a shower to get that horrible smell of burning flesh out of my hair. The smell washed out of my hair, but no amount of scrubbing will ever be able to wash it out of my memory.
When I emerged from the shower, a lady was standing there waiting for me. She was a tall, thin, somber lady who introduced herself as Miss Hanigan, the Social Worker. She explained to me that since I was now an orphan, I must come with her until I could be adopted by a family. Jack and Rose pleaded with her to let me come stay with them, but she informed them that they must go through the proper channels and apply for adoption just like everyone else.
Rose hugged me hard, trying to fight back tears. "Bella, honey, don't worry. You won't be at the orphanage long. I promise! I have always wanted a little girl like you, and I would love for you to come and live with me."
I nodded, trying hard not to wipe my tear-stained face on her pretty dress. I knew the Dawsons well, and knew that Rose was a great mother to her boys. While it wouldn't be the mansion that Daddy had provided me, it would at least be a home.
"Come along, Bella", Miss Hanigan ordered. She didn't even allow me to bring any clothes or toys! I even had to leave my pink teddy bear that Daddy had bought for me when I was born! That was hard.
I climbed into the blue mini-van, and I remember hiding my face into the back of the bucket-seat as we drove away. I couldn't look at the house, because I was in too much pain. Miss Hanigan did not say a word of comfort, she just put the van into "drive" and pulled away.
My Daddy was a wealthy, popular man. He happened to be the mayor of our little town of River Valley. After Momma died, he moved us into the mayor's mansion. It was huge!! I had my own bedroom, bathroom, and playroom! My area alone was bigger than Momma's entire trailer! I asked him why he hadn't moved us in there before, and he told me that Momma hadn't felt comfortable there. He hid his face when he told me that, so, looking back, I wonder if that was the truth.
I loved living in the Mayor's Mansion for the short time we lived there. Daddy, being a politician, always had people over. It was then that I first met the Dawsons. Jack and Rose were Daddy's best friends. Daddy joked that Rose was the only woman from college he hadn't seen naked. At the time, I had a mental image of Daddy in one of those public showers with a whole bunch of women, and I thought it was funny. Now I know that Daddy and Momma were just two birds of a feather, exactly alike in every way.
I made friends easily with my school-chums. I fondly remember playing with the Yokel girls, Penny Lou and Darla. Both of them were red-haired like me, and I'm sure that we three were a sight to see as we ran about the yard, playing tag and pushing each other on swings. I recall people telling me that Darla and I looked enough alike to be sisters. We even have the same shade of green eyes. I would mention this to Daddy and laugh and laugh!
One day Daddy had planned a huge Christmas Party. He invited everyone in River Valley Society. The Dawsons were there, as well as the Warners, The Marleys, and the Moores. I had wanted to invite my friends, but Daddy wouldn't hear of it. He told me that these were the finer people of society, and that it just wouldn't do for me to invite my rough and rowdy friends from the trailer court. When I became sad, Daddy cheered me up by telling me I could play the piano for everyone. I'm a rather good piano player, and I love being the center of attention! I put on my party dress and started playing in the great room as the guests arrived.
The house was decorated so festively! We had two Christmas trees, one in the great room and one in the Parlor. Candles glowed from every corner of those rooms, and fresh wreaths of pine perfumed the air. All of Daddy's friends were well dressed, and everyone loved listening to me play. I can even remember them singing and cheering for me. I was having a wonderful time.
Then I heard someone yell, "Fire!"
I stopped playing and turned around to see what was the matter. My Daddy had lit the fireplace in the great room, and an ember had caused the rug to quickly be engulfed in flames! My Daddy, unfortunately, had been standing on the rug, poking the fire. Even as he tried to beat it out, and even as his friends rushed to save him, He burnt to death right before our eyes. The grim reaper soon carried his soul away, not caring about my pleas to save my Daddy.
I stood there, shocked and weeping, as most of Daddy's friends began to leave. Rose and Jack Dawson stayed and comforted me. Rose made me eat a little dinner while Jack tidied up the house. Rose then encouraged me to take a shower to get that horrible smell of burning flesh out of my hair. The smell washed out of my hair, but no amount of scrubbing will ever be able to wash it out of my memory.
When I emerged from the shower, a lady was standing there waiting for me. She was a tall, thin, somber lady who introduced herself as Miss Hanigan, the Social Worker. She explained to me that since I was now an orphan, I must come with her until I could be adopted by a family. Jack and Rose pleaded with her to let me come stay with them, but she informed them that they must go through the proper channels and apply for adoption just like everyone else.
Rose hugged me hard, trying to fight back tears. "Bella, honey, don't worry. You won't be at the orphanage long. I promise! I have always wanted a little girl like you, and I would love for you to come and live with me."
I nodded, trying hard not to wipe my tear-stained face on her pretty dress. I knew the Dawsons well, and knew that Rose was a great mother to her boys. While it wouldn't be the mansion that Daddy had provided me, it would at least be a home.
"Come along, Bella", Miss Hanigan ordered. She didn't even allow me to bring any clothes or toys! I even had to leave my pink teddy bear that Daddy had bought for me when I was born! That was hard.
I climbed into the blue mini-van, and I remember hiding my face into the back of the bucket-seat as we drove away. I couldn't look at the house, because I was in too much pain. Miss Hanigan did not say a word of comfort, she just put the van into "drive" and pulled away.